i have been into alot of relationships all sorts of relationship but i have faced hurting behaviour, betrayal any form of undesirable part of life experiences. i have somehow reached to a stage where i am self dependent for everything my happiness, sadness, work that i feel i can live by myself on my own term cutting ties from everyone so that i don't have to face any similar traumas. Such thoughts passes my mind time to time and and get disconnected from everyone.