Ever since I'm a child I asked my self am i really living in this world or am I really alive.Before i was born there has been many things going around which I did not understand at that time but as time goes by I understand everything that's going on and I really really really regret knowing about my family my family secrets.I don't tell anyone that I'm depressed because I'm scared that they'll laugh and thinks it's a joke because I'm always wering a fake smile so that they won't see the real me
