each day feeling left out and used by my own company director and using me for their benefit as they know I am available for them for whatever required. but no respect or value to me
I don't know how long I will stay strong, as I am loosing myself to an extend that I would like to end my life
U can share here...
thanks.. I am not happy with my life... I was in a abusive marriage, then divorced and then again I am again in a abusive and fake live in realtionship.. I am tired to make everyone happy and listen to what they say and I am hiding all my happiness
my parents place.. I have a beautiful son.. and only because of him, I am still staying alive..
people are using me for their benefit.. even in work, they just want me to work... there is no value or appreciation to me..
even when my mom was in the hospital, I have worked for them and not even one percentage value is there
snap I have..
but I am not ready to share because I don't want people to know me
30 ! i presume you've already seen a lot in life and have a lot of social exposure and experience as well. learn from it ,have 1 or 2 friends but they should be the ones on whom you can rely completely ! choose people wisely ,remove everybody who is toxic and is using you for their own good.
I understand You.. M also quite in a similar situation
i don't know who u are.. but still depression_al
I don't have a friend that I call bestie or share it someone. every one only wants to know my life
no matter how much I remove them they keep coming back and I am stuck in a life where I cannot run away... my son is all I have and If I am ever ending my life I will take him as well..
so done with my life.. that I just want to vanish..
everyone has someone for them. but for me.. I am all alone.. no friends.. no one to hang out..
don't think such things.. life is very beautiful.. we often fail to see coz we are after all the bad things.. never lose hope.. its a bad day not a bad life
my life has been bad the day I fell in love and it all turned upside down
M also alone.. no friends.. no one to share anything.. people use me ignore me.. bt still m fighting
I also can't run away frm my situation.. those people bt there's nothing I can do
I am still fighting but sometimes it's tiring because there is no one.. not even your parents to just hug me and say it's ok..
I know.. bt u hv a child.. make things that make him happy.. go on holidays.. hv fun
I cannot go on holidays because of work and other expenses..
hey listen i know how it feels o certainly feel the same well I'm much younger to you I'm only 17 years old and i to attempted suicide last year I've been in a very very veryyyy bad phase, my family ,my friends everybody backfired and society omg they are the Worst , don't listen to anyone listen to your heart, make a decision, make a move, set a goal and start dieing for that instead, ik i am very young to say all this, but i have seen quite few things and i know what depression is like, and i know how it feels when no body gets you and you play victim, grow stronger, have little atleast just little faith in yourself, choose yourself choose that i wanna be happy today , or that i will be happy tomorrow and I am ready to do whatever it takes for me to get there and ride on it , I'm not saying it's easy i know I'm still trying i still ask myself why am I fighting this much for what am I fighting for, i don't know but i just can't give up , i need to complete the end race first , settle my life , do something for myself soo yeah Don't loose hope buddy- thankyou
I am done fighting.. I am just living this life for my son.. but each day, I am loosing the hope in living... even if I choose to be happy, is something I cannot be it..
everything’s gonna be fine sir and it’s pretty awesome the way you’ve managed everything this far..and I totally understand not having friends or anyone cuz I myself don’t have any it feels lonely it feels depressing and suffocating too living all alone,just passing the days