pt3: day after that I quit my job because of what I went through because of him.. now I'm jobless anxious and depressed and I can't send the anger inside of me.. I need someone who can help me to get rid of the burden holding.. it might sound ridiculous.. but I'm really burning from the inside guys.. I feel so frustrated and triggered and oppressed.. yes I admit that my social anxiety is getting worse day by day but I don't know how to deal with it.. I can't say a word without overthink about it.. I feel like I fight myself every second to socialize with people.. but the more I do the my anxiety hits harder please help