why things are so complicated? why i am not trying to come out this f*uking cycle of getting distracted again and again , sleeping for 10-12 hours and using phone all day . i want to start my preparation again , but again i am totally distracted ..i want to share things to someone,.... I don't know what to do ....its really so frustrating yrrrrrrrrrrr ...i am tried of myself ...hhhhuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh