Does anyone know how it is to be always criticized, it makes you feel small and unworthy and with all the criticism you receive every day you just want to stop trying to get anything you want in life. This little thing is so simple to understand still some fat-headed people don't get it. My mother constantly criticises me for every little thing I do it's so frustrating and when I lash out she says "yeah tell your mother these things, you will go far in life" I mean I understand she is too mentally depressed but still, you should be a little patient. My brother is her sweet Little child though he is not so little(18 years old), he gets pampered and loved and I get only criticism. I just don't want to wake up in the morning it's like death is more peaceful. Yesterday I was going to sit down on the chair when my brother took a pen and poked me with it, it hurt but my mother said "oh it's nothing" if I would have done that God only knows what would have happened.
