Everyone have to face this life without parents sooner or later. What I believe God test those by this situation in there early life who are capable to fight this tough time. God knows are inner strength more then us. Only we are who do not adimit about our inner strength just to avoid hard work or our energies. And put blame which is very easy to do. God is alway right you are capable to win by the help of GOD. Blaming is a habit. You have made this and you have to brake it so you inner strength comes up which is there in you. Your parents are not there but your Creator is there with you which is more important. Seek help from him. And active your inner hidden strength. You will find your self victories. God bless you. Stay safe.