why do I have dual personalities? I am so damn entertaining, funny and confident everytime I m in office. But why I cry daily at night and hate myself and feel loneliness and empty?

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similarmeerkat4 · Answer

it will change

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

just a phase ....

thelostgirl · Answer

how will it change?

thelostgirl · Answer

not just a phase. it has been my whole life

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

you got find the true voice ... be you complety .... keep up centain energy can drian you

thelostgirl · Answer

I m just done with it. I feel like a hypocrite. the way I laugh no one can even imagine that I m the same girl who cries a lot alone

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

try to be you ....

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

we all have different faces .... different energy we need to keep up... few will drain us

thelostgirl · Answer

how can I be myself when I dnt know myself

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

true you .... is the real you .. it's like returning home after long trip

thelostgirl · Answer

but what if I never went out for a long trip. what if I was hiding in my own home just to protect myself from myself.

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

what ever you feel you are ... instead of keep up high energy... be you ... don't try to hard... be you it might help

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

both need balance

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

you will find some day ....

thelostgirl · Answer

exactly that's what I want. I want help. u know any good counselor? just let me know

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

you can be you .... if you are a intovert or extrovert

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

you can be both ...

thelostgirl · Answer

this is the problem... I m both

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

congratulations.... you got find your heigh and low and find a balance

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

anything can drian you .... find a balance

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

if you are in relationship... be the real you

thelostgirl · Answer

balance is missing here. I dunno man I have to do a lot of work on myself

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

it can affect your relationship any type ..m

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

friends etc

thelostgirl · Answer

relationship I hate... the best relationship is being with yourself only

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

don't break your heart ... take it easy

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

find a balance....

thelostgirl · Answer

nope it's already broken... and the worst is I never tried to stop myself. I always gave myself another chance and wat did I get in the end.? Loser me

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

these are common nature of people.... thats why old phone looks so flat and energy less

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

they give you this struggle

thelostgirl · Answer

thanx btw... I will find my way

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

dont ever think low or bad about your self ... it's human nature

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

don't worry

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

take it easy

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

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thelostgirl · Answer

seriously I can't

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

try....

thelostgirl · Answer

I think I've some psychological issues... because I try to heal myself... but I always ended up damaging myself more

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

take help

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

professional help

thelostgirl · Answer

that's y I was saying u know any good counselor

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

talk it out ... aknowledge all the things you feel ... or it will consume your time and days and years

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

heal ...

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

yes ...

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

don't hurt yourself

thelostgirl · Answer

it will definitely consume my life

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

it's not worth

thelostgirl · Answer

gimme the details of the counselor

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

you from India ?

thelostgirl · Answer

yeah

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

good spirit

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

keep up

thelostgirl · Answer

I will but first gimme the details if u have one

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

you need free or you can afford ?

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

same app you can

thelostgirl · Answer

gimme both... I will try

thelostgirl · Answer

have u tried?

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

did the try the counsellor on this app

thelostgirl · Answer

how was the session?

thelostgirl · Answer

actually I want a offline counselor

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

i didn't ...take counselling ...

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

i just volunteer

thelostgirl · Answer

ohhhkkk no issue... I will find on my own

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

you sound aggresive ..

thelostgirl · Answer

yeah I m

thelostgirl · Answer

that's the issue

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

okay

thelostgirl · Answer

I dunno when my mood gets swing

thelostgirl · Answer

are u from India?

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

there is a reason find out

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

no India

thelostgirl · Answer

I know I will consult with a counselor

thelostgirl · Answer

then where r u from?

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

you can talk

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

Bangalore

thelostgirl · Answer

good I didn't know Bangalore is nt in India

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

😁

thelostgirl · Answer

dnt heeee now... 🤨

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

try to speak out if you can

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

if you suppress a lot find out

thelostgirl · Answer

I do... this is nt an issue... actually I want to scream out loud

thelostgirl · Answer

and I m not finding any place here to scream

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

supressed energy is bad

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

let it out

thelostgirl · Answer

not at home

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

there is no place to scream

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

got to find it

thelostgirl · Answer

yes there is... and it is brain

thelostgirl · Answer

my brain let me screams daily 24/7

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

go some where top of some place and scream ... it might help

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

sure no one can hear

thelostgirl · Answer

yeah but I have heard that u shouldn't scream on the top of any hill or mountain... it will attract ghost

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

find jump in pool or ocean and scream

thelostgirl · Answer

I m afraid of water

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

good ghot can help you

thelostgirl · Answer

I can't swim

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

than .... try some profession where you can scream .... out every day

thelostgirl · Answer

I will shukriya

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

okay

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

you just diverted

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

talk real issue

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

learn to express true thoughts it might help

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

best of luck take care ...

thelostgirl · Answer

thank u

similarmeerkat4 · Answer

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riyayay_21 · Answer

totally agree with this thing..all the time i too act a like funny sarcastic person but at the end they all judge me and always i feel left out just try to fit n again crying ovr little shit..this makes me sick sometimes

hello

Frustrating

help me please

how do I change for the better?