I hate this whining, I know it's super weird to whine over a single thing but how can I not when it's affecting me sm. Craving for a single thing ! This is miserable. How can we let go when we know that they're somewhere there near you. Idk why I still have hopes but I do. He makes me feel insecure and safe at the same time. omg I thought I was over this stage,clearly I'm not. I just wanna move on but I can't. I know there's no point in holding on but my heart doesn't know that . I just want this to be over

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cockylizard3 · Answer

bro it's easy to say for us ..just move on but for u it's not easy

ihavenoidea · Answer

yeah ikr

cockylizard3 · Answer

ummm but what u can do is Try to divert your mind anyhow

ihavenoidea · Answer

but diverting is not a permanent solution

ihavenoidea · Answer

I need a permanent solution

ihavenoidea · Answer

I diverted my mind for like 2 or 3 months and now things are rushing back and I really don't want those things to spoil me

cockylizard3 · Answer

I know it's permanent solution but

cockylizard3 · Answer

when u'll get to use of it as in being busy on your on

cockylizard3 · Answer

your own*

cockylizard3 · Answer

u'll be able to move on permanently

skylar · Answer

u won't move on like within a click of fingers.... your urge to see him and experience his presence will decrease with time... also this letting go curve is not at all linear, surprisingly it took me about almost  3yrs , just to get over a teen crush

ihavenoidea · Answer

yeah ig

cockylizard3 · Answer

what's your hobbies are

ihavenoidea · Answer

yeah and it's been 5 years and what am I holding on to ? a single hope of mine?idk

cockylizard3 · Answer

umm tell me what makes u feel light

ihavenoidea · Answer

dancing ig

fucked up

my bf says

why are they not conducting sessions now

i am findiding difficult to move on