Hi, for the past year I've been feeling this way but now I guess it's growing way too much. I have bulimia and i didn't even realise this until this became to addictive to me. I don't know where to go for help. I come from a very conservative dominating family and hence these mental issues are simply a no no discussion. I'm becoming more and more anxious, indecisive and always feeling fatigue even though i take vitamins. I feel really helpless. I don't know what to do to myself anymore. I can't simply see the front or back of my life anymore. Another day feels like a prison in this house. I'm isolated and quiet but my mind is dropping bombs all the time. I wanna runaway. but i don't know where, what or anything. I think i need drugs