I am stuck. I can no longer go back to my childhood days and be dependent on my parents neither am I able to be an adult. I am not able to enjoy neither achieve anything. I am doing the tasks and work required by the world but I am not doing anything for myself. I don’t know what I want to do. I wonder how my parents will react when they see me doing silly things. I try to find familiarity between my family and colleagues. A friend of mine said I try to find a fatherly figure everywhere.