I am divorced 6 years back. I have a daughter. after divorce I got a frnd through social media. slowly and gradually he became more than my friend. I knew he was single ...that's what he told me . I insisted upon getting married but he gave excuses after excuses. of late he disclosed that he is already married with two boys. he still wants to keep the relationship with me without letting anyone one of his family members knowing about . I like him ... I am very compatible with him but I don't want be side kick in his life as it makes me very low in self esteem. I am unable to mk any new friends. what should I do ?