can anyone hear me please

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hii firstly I'm a girl

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https://links.iamears.com/mPw3

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can you please read this for me

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did you read that

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i have never tell this to anyone but I'm telling you today

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when I was young run away with my father's best friends she took me and my brother with her but latter she gave us to my father

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and because of her my grandfather had to leave the village you know how the village cultura

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and then we came to city and after like 6 months my mom return to us and she refused to go to our village and after that time we are live in the city

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and I'm now 21 and after tomorrow I'll be 22 and she is still in relation with that person

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what

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no my mother i was a child

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how can I that's my mother

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now you understand

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that person has done a lot for us i agree because he is financial strong then my father

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no for the sake of me and my brother my father is still with my mother

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and my mom is still with that man and my father knows it but he never say anything cause he is understand this will never gonna stop

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ofcourse

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and when I was a teenager i used to hate my mom for this

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my mom many times don't talk well with my father and when that other persons call come or she talks she talks very nice it's like she don't like to talk to my father

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i don't but have to

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she goes on vacation with him by lying to us that she is going on exhibition from the office

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bro my father is 50+ now and most of my father spent his life my drinking alcohol so that he can forget everything he has become alcoholic

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are you a girl or boy?

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ok from were

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I'll like to talk here only

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and this all childhood memories and traumas are coming back

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my father will not

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and i don't want my father to live alone if he will he'll drink more

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it's already

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can you understand how me and my brother feel when she lying to us and then she's enjoying how can a mother be like this

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there's no solution for this we have to live with this until we are a live

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i can't she is my mother she has done alot for me

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that's the reason i never tell this to anyone no matter how it's hurts me but now I'm affecting my mental health because of this i have gone through from depression and anxiety and now I'm going through from OCD

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i know but no matter how many times I'll vent out this pain will never gonna let me live in peace

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i used to cry at night by remembering my grandfather face how he was crying when we are leaving the village how i crave for my mother's love in I'm in just 3d standard

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i never tell this to anyone because i didn't want them to judge my mom or to think bad about her

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how old are you?

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ohh

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but i have always craved for love from my parents, friends everyone

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hope so

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and few months ago i got to know that my brother is not my father's child

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can you imagine at this young age i have gone through so much and have to suffer so much

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i after that day i feel like just ending my life because it's too much for me

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and i always try to be extra good to my brother because i have very bad thoughts like he is not my real brother and all and i don't like that he'll be always will be my younger brother

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and i feel sorry for him to

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yeah

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and then people thinks my life is good just because I hide all my pain with fake smile

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yeah

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i have very bad thoughts and anger when those thoughts come

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thank you

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i don't know who you are but thanks for hearing me

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you are the only one person with whom i have shared this

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what are you going through

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ohhh so are you still in a relationship with her

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?

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you are not in a relationship with her

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ohhh i feel sorry for you don't worry everything will be good

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uhm u good?

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yeah I'm good now tnx for asking

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