just too much is bottled up inside me... and I don't have a place to take it out
exentric
I'm also from India?
exentric
where in India?
exentric
don't worry we can sort it out together..
T
and it's being hard since a few days..... i just feel too overwhelmed
T
punjab
T
and u?
exentric
I'm from Kerala..
T
ohk
exentric
what happened dear?
exentric
can u explain if u don't mind
bearwiththickhead
hey, you should join the listening circle. people like you and me who face struggles in daily life share their feelings anonymously. It will help you unbottle your gut. It has helped many people. Just leave a comment on the first post on your tab.
T
just I have been suffering from depression since 4 years and finally i was getting better.... and again I am feeling the feeling of sinking in it once again
T
yaah sure I'll try... but i am not too good in expressing myself and it takes some time for me... so i' ll try
bearwiththickhead
as long as it takes, we all are trying
exentric
it's ok take your time.. I am here...
exentric
what kind of thoughts makes u depressed?
T
I am the one... who never expects anything from anyone... ever.. I juat do my thing and expect that I'll get anything in return.....but when I was suffering from depression... i just cried to so many people.... that i just want almeone to listen... and when there was no one... i just took every responsibility of myself on me... i just thought that whatever happens to me I'll be responsible I'll never blame anyone.... but i know everything is getting better and people are understanding.... but why are they listening now... after letting me be on the edge?. when i am just losing my will power?..... just made me mute with everything like too much inside me... and now they show like they care
T
it is just so hard... to live notmally again... cause I have lost so much in these years
T
including me .... and i am facing problems in getting myself back
T
i know there'll be some days like these.... but i am just so overwhelmed
T
i want someone to listen .... but everyone's going through their own worries why would i throw my worries on them
T
i juat want to speak these feelings.... I am sorry for bothering u
exentric
like they only care when ur weakest.. is it?
exentric
don't worry dear..
exentric
your not at all bothering me..
exentric
we all are facing many problems like u said..
exentric
but I'm a good listener..
exentric
everything will get all right...
gutturalzebra6
yup, we can talk.
T
not really.... i just said one day... that it is being hard for me and couldn't see myself for more than two days ahead.... and that's when they said we care.... but all the time i was with myself... crying in front of everyone and no one listened.... and when i was just at the end they heard... after i lost everything in me??
T
right itlltget better i know.... but I am losing the will power i had....
exentric
can you explain any situation that u went through that make u depressed?
T
sometimes I feel like i just don't wanna get better..... all those times I was supposed to enjoy my childhood... it all went in crying myself to sleep and dragging myself out of bed... and now when things are gonna be hard... i lost my fighting spirit
exentric
do you mind chatting on watsapp fb or insta?
T
just..... many things.... type of childhood traumas.... a tually i Don't really wanna bring it up
T
yeah sure insta is fine
exentric
I'll give my I'd..
T
yaah sure
exentric
_exentric__
T
I'll dm u
exentric
ok
exentric
fine
T
actually i can't find u... so if u could take my id..