I am sure you must be really disturbed, it’s definitely not healthy to survive with parents who are in their own worlds. We as a child needs a lot of support from our parents, I can only imagine how must be coping all this while. Tell me more, how have you been feeling? What do you think, how can we come out of this situation.

Well i always feel like a fool now ... Fool because i couldnt take decisions for my own , i wish i had known things which i now know back when i was a kid ...... I feel like a dumb person now . I always feel why is it so unfair? Why people who make u suffer keeps on being happy and have all benifits... My mom suffered a lot because of some people , i always felt sad for her i wanted to see her proud because of me but little by little i saw that no matter how much i tried how much suffering i was in it was always about HER. .. Due to this shitty paternal family i have no one used to play with me just because thwy had issues with my parents .... there kids never accepted ibtried to play with them with every mean but got rejected ....... When i came back home i was treated like some coward...though she many times felt sad for me ....but i was in the end left alone ....i needed sooo much to have friends but to her i was just doing fine cause she was suffering for my happiness . I remember once i told her about my feelings and how i felt ....but it all got turned into how disgraceful i was to feel bad for she is the one working hard day n night for my happiness but really ????... I couldnt see her by my side when i needed her

On top of that ....all my memories of childhood are like ....eachday is a doomsday and a gloomy day..... I just feel sooo .... betrayed ...... I always wanted to be the best for her happiness but its all just bad ... like ....i had some evil instinct in me....no matter what i do ....mom n dad always treated me like i am some evil child ....who can never make decisions or have opinions....my every decision i made for my happiness or my care was always considered an act of laziness or selfishness.....its just sooo bad....sooo...bad

Hi

I see, must have been really disturbing and frustrating for you. The good part is that it is all over. You should now look for options that can help you in working on yourself. What do you do?

Would tell you.... It'll become better but it doesn't.... I'm where you're coming from there are two things you can do.... Either succumb to what they want or (something I recently tried) work with them, adjust, make your point even if you get spurted at. Don't forget to take breaks from them.... Whatever they spew at you.... Write it down in a place (journals or Anything) where you can take out all your frustration.... Pick up something that you loved but left behind.... Something that you continued but have left far behind. Do it. Words that's what they're. People - that's what they're. They don't control you. What controls you is your passion for your parents for people who gifted you this life. Now it's yours turn that passion to life. Turn that passion into something that you love, would give everything. Create something better. Be yourself

And I'll tell you yes you'll be scrutinized. Yes, you'll be criticized but if you let out emotions on time you'll never be full, never be empty but you'll feel contentment. That's what life is about. All d best.

i felt so but i was also wrong if i had used that time period on me i would have become someone else

All i can think is "can anything BE more relatable" in complete Chandler Bing impression.