Well this is really a horrible situation. Yet you have to believe in yourself, think that all the people in here-this app- are facing a horrible issue daily and the thing is we stay alive to fight our fears. Mistakes are made some are simple to fix and some are hard while some can never be. So trying to fix you problem is okey but don't lose yourself in the journey of fixing the problem also don't try to get rid of the problem just try living with that. Remember people who have done sins like abusing a girl child still exists in this world and are living happily without any stab of guilt, so why can't you. The mistake you have done is quite fixable. If people around you move then they are not meant to be in your future. Face the problem bravely but don't fall for another addiction please. When you feel low hear some music or think about the greatest future your going to have. Guess I helped you. We are all alone here with none to share our feelings but with an faith that someday our life will change the way we want it to be. Be brave you! You can face it! Just walk into the problem and burn it man!

Hey! Thanks for reaching out. I am sorry to hear this, I am sure you must be feeling helpless. This is definitely a very difficult situation to be in. But if no one is believing you and you know that hou did nothing wrong then there is no point continually explaining things to people. At times we have to let things be. Give it some time. Keep focusing on yourself. If needed take a break but don’t give up hope. You matter!!

I am so sorry to hear your story... Dear believe in yourself more in this situation.. Own up whatever you have done... There is no tape to measure someone's morality... Andthis phasse will be gone soon..try traveling to nearby places where people are neutral and knows nothing of your ...give a new impression of THIS VERSION OF YOU..THE FUN ,HAPPY YOU..and get in touch with people who trust you.. believe me ...ALOT CAN CHANGE BY YOUR ATTITUDE.....

My parents want me to get married. But I can't I don't want to destroy anyone's life. I am cursed. I can't forget what happened. I don't wanna destroy anyone else's life. I born to be hated. I am poison to other people. I can't destroy anyone's life.

You are definitely not cursed. Don’t think of yourself like that. It’s okay take your time. But don’t have a negative sense of self.