People avoid me. I do not exist for this world. They think that I have no character. I am unable to live in this pain. To avoid this I started watching some adult videos which I shouldn't have and some how the people in my area came to know. My account was hacked. They think I belong to the gutter. I told my parents everything, but no one believes in me. I wanted to go to the police with the hacking issue but I had no proof in my hand. Even in office my colleague suddenly started avoiding me. It's as if she does not want to have any connection with me. I don't know why but I don't feel like living. I feel like I wanna get out of everything. Please save me. I can't find a way. I don't even have a friend to talk to. I am about to die mentally.