I feel like I'm doing my best and my best isn't good enough everything I've tried seems to not be working I'm lost I'm having relationship issues I don't know what I'm doing wrong I don't know what I can do better but I am trying come to be honest if I didn't have my kids I would have already pulled the trigger my kids weren't on this world I would have already pulled the trigger it's supposed to get easier but it's just been getting worse and worse I don't feel like getting any better at all
