im extremely depressed right now because the people that I thought were my friends all blocked me and act as if I don't exist. All I want is to be loved by someone and I'm so tired of being an outcast or a used tissue in people's lives that will just get thrown away without a second thought after being used. It's so annoying that the people that you thought about all the time and really wanted to get in contact with them just to see if their doing okay would just cut you out of their lives as if you didn't matter. I'm so tired of this and just want to hangout with friends.
