since the last few months i have been feeling so numb, as if I'm going to a panic attack every second. it's like every single time i try hard, it goes in vein. I'm not good enough, i wish I was. I'm a disappointment to my family and everyone else. i can't cope up with expections of my close ones. everytime i ask for help, everyone says that I'm overreacting. i just... don't want to live anymore. i wish I could self harm but hey, everytime i try , i can't as I'm too scared of death
