Hi everyone. I've been battling depression and suicidal thoughts for the past two months. I locked myself away. I quit going to school and I made a plan to kill myself on my eightinth birthday. I told no one. I avoided everyone and acted like I was okay.And no one was none the wiser. My birthday was last week. I woke up feeling numb and empty. So I did nothing. I've been doing nothing for the past week. I want to get my act together but everything seems harder. My school work is too much. Exams are starting.And I'm feeling overwhelmed by everything.