I am actually at the lowest point of my life and nobody knows how I struggled a lot to keep my self sane. Idk everything is just so tiring. I have just recently cut off my relationship with everyone. I have no one to talk to actually, idk i think i want to just disappear and wish that nobody knows me or remember me. I just can't tell what bothers me. I don't even know how I feel. I just wanna be empty rather than feeling all emotions that I don't actually understand.