Hey! Thanks for reaching out. You should never compare your growth with others, everyone have their own career path, you just have to be determined towards yours. I am glad that you feel happy about your friends but at the same time you should keep a positive attitude towards yourself as well. Are you satisfied in your current job? Do you feel motivated to do work?

Thanks for the advice. I am a mechanical Engineer I work in an IT company I like coding but I don't want that kind of job I always wanted to do a startup But i always have one question 'from where to start?' And then I lose motivation and end up surfing p**n. I think my life is fucked up.

Do you have any startup idea? Have you tried working in any startup to gain experience and learning to have something of your own. That’s great if you have a vision it’s just that you to direct towards what you really want to do and how to execute it. It’s you only who can keep yourself motivated. Look for a bigger picture. Do you have a business idea?

I think of an idea I think on its working for couple of days Then I think it's something more than I am capable of And without working on the idea I give up

Why are you challenging your self worth. You are capable of achieving anything you desire.

Thanks zoya That might help