Lately i feel so... Empty(?). Like idk what I'm gonna do with myself. I do everything wrong and everybody is mad or disappointed at me. Even at home. I don't feel welcome anymore. My love ones always look at me with a disappointed sighs. I don't blame them. I'm lazy stupid and worthless human anyway. I dont enjoy doing my hobbies and my love life close to non existent. I'm starting to think if i disappear, nobody will even notice. I'm sorry for the long rant. Idk where to tell about this