Why am I angry at everyone I love and it feels like they just don't understand. I want to tell them this and this are happening with me and you guys are making it worse, but I don't even find the energy to explain it to them. Even the slightest and normal things irritate me and I no longer talk to my parents. All I do is sit in the room and just exist. I don't even know how to start helping myself. I can't afford to go to a therapist either!