What happened? Any incident making you feel like this?

I'm not able to write anything

i need someone anyone ...just to listen me

i dont know how i will speak

I am listening, tell me how you feel ?

my dad Don't care for anyone in family ...vo bs apne bare me sochte hai .. unhone hume accha pdhaya accha khilaya ..acche ghr me rkha ..bs he never talk to me or to my siblings , mom ... he is alchol additct ... unhe humari izzat ki bhi chinta nahi .. koi dekhe ya kch kare ..unhe koi mtlb nahi

jab mai bdi hui tab i started looking for a guy who loves me unconditionally ..father figure jesa

then...someone cheated on me 2-3 times

and i gave him my love , trust , everything ..just like i love my dad

he cheated on me ...now i lost myself

im afraid to love anyone .. Im afraid of marriages ...im afraid from myself now

Its very unfortunate what u felt from sometime now regarding your father. Also what you have been through when it comes to love but not everyone is like that. Its ok, that you felt heartbreak, these things make us strong and cautious so that we dnt trust anyone blindly. These experiences will teach you. But dont worry live your life, the right person will come your way. And if one person cheats one time then dont give him chances so that he can cheat again. Use your education discover yourself, find your creative side and enjoy life!!

love you for this paragraph ❤

<3

how are you ?