I have committed several serious mistakes in my life ,during my childhood I bullied my brother and hit him a lot ,I locked him in a dark room ,and masturbated outside the room ,my mother had mental health issues and I told her that you are lying screamed and shouted on her ,verbally abused her and hurt her ,my brother was getting bullied and I did nothing to help him ,I was never a good daughter and a good sister ,with a baggage full of mistakes I am full of guilt and regret of what I have done in my past years ,do you think that I deserve forgiveness?