i'm facing the same situatation and my boyfriend use to beat me too but i can't leave him.because i love him , he completely broke me i don't know if i can heal myself again or not
Hey! I am so sorry to hear this, you have been bearing a lot. This isn’t a right behaviour.
I understand that it has been 5 years and he is your first love, but you deserve to be with someone who is loyal to you and who loves you.
You need to come out of this relationship.
It will be difficult but you will out grow this situation.
I am right here to help you, don’t ever think you are alone.
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