I feel completely shut down after his hurting behavior... he has hurted my feelings... never been chasing after him.. Its my karma or what i don't know but such circumstances occurs where he hurts me strongly... He does this purposely coz he wants me to cry and breakdown in front of him... and I will never never do that... I want to be strong enough to protect me. One big mistake I did is I cared and loved him. And I am getting this punishment for this.