well.., i finally reached my goal after 6 years of hard work, but everything seems frozen since then like very thing came to an end. the next step is well-known to my " but i can't even start" . i started my Ms.c in 2021 everything was fine tell i suddenly stopped... i can't move forward anymore even if i want to. time is passing by while i keep postpone tomorrow, next week but i don't do anything at all. even I can't force myself into it. i feel like my heart is running in direction and something holding it back is the opposite one very strong. i can't get over this feeling