I just procrastinate a lot. Currently my exams are running I don't know anything I have already done really bad in physics today is math and again I am all in exact same place as I was in before giving physics exam. I absolutely hate myself for this reason as I am the one who putted myself here. I know and I have much more potential than just failing but I'm absolutely not even trying what has happened to me. I want to go in the middle of nowhere and scream on top of my lungs....