Im having a nervoua breakdon rigjt now ane i cant stop crying abd hyperventilatunf(srry for my grammar im really in dustress). simce i eas 9 ive been dreaming sbt going on an exhcnahe ti boston, i finally applied and got acveotes, i planned everything every minor detail everything. my mom no longe rwants to let me go. u cant stop crying its been 2 hours and i ca t breathe help