Hey! Thanks for reaching out. What kind of thoughts are coming to your mind?

Thanks ma'am!Uncountable thoughts used to come to my mind in a day which are like suicide,isolated,useless,used to create stories/day dreams etc...its like i used to talk to myself not through murmuring but inside thats also with hindi/english only.

Going out from my room is like going for a battle for me. I feel irritate/shy/angry/zero confidence/fear/ when i see people and i think all these things are happening due to my chest,i feel like something is stuck on my chest which will never go away.

i feel like my mind is covered with something and trying hard to come out but can't.

I am sure it must be really difficult for you. Can we connect on call to have a detailed discussion about this?

sure...i'll be so glad

i act very differently i guess sometimes i feel like i've no feelings at all, sometimes i act unconsciously means i used to do whatever my mind want to do or want to say and sometimes i act like vary understanding,mature type and sometimes i act so nobel even me i dont understand myself.

Everyone have their own different stories,i have too....let me just narrate shortly, it started in the year 2007 when i was moving from my grandpa's place to my parents place, leaving half of my life beside i still remember the moments when everyone(village respected elders,relatives and my friends)came to meet me that day for the last time....uffff!!!! i wanted to cry but i can't i was numbed i just looked at everyone very closely and then many of them was crying too and i leave with one of ny cousin.On the way only one thing was going on on my mind that is 'God...why its happening with me?' my cousin saw tears falling from my eyes i didn't know at all.My parents,place and people out there are all new to me,my parents gave me a seperate room to sleep but sleep left me for two months and my only friends was midnight and my tears.

Since then my feelings changed....i'm shy, i fear, i became introvert, lost in my own thinking etc...and i think even now its disturbing me.