I don't know what to do about my life. I am too different from everyone else, I don't think like normal, I don't know how to express my feelings normally. People misunderstand me, I lack self-confidence. I fear offending people. I just don't know what to do with myself. I like to always serve and not be served. I have the mind of a child, that when my agemates scolds me, instead of reacting, I feel like crying😥 What should I do?