how can i sit with my family when every one hates each other i won't go into details with that cause it's a very long story the thing is i hate my father with eavry thig case since i was younger he used to beat me shout at me acting I'm a slave and he is always angry he keeps telling my mother that he hates me then when i grew up i said it's ok he's my father i have to know him be with him till i fully grow and be free but no it keeps getting worst keeps emotionaly hurting me till the point i came to this platform to discuss things help people and people helping but now i can't even look at him but i want to know him talk with each other i always did that but it ends badly with someone gets shouted at my brother my mother and so on idk what to do any more and if your read this whole sad story I'm sorry you read all of this and thank you so much for reading it your amazing ❤️