I find pleasure in sleeping or playing games all day long because that’s my only escape. I don’t want to face life anymore and its extremely energy draining to pretend everything is okay. Every time I went out to share it out to people, I felt they were more into replying back rather than understanding me. I majorly get two kinds of reply, either they don’t pay much heed or they just start talking about their problems and try to prove that how bigger their problem is from mine. One must realise that me finding out other people dealing with bigger problems won’t really solve my problem, no matter how big or small it is. With time I also felt it’s unfair to expect other people to help me deal with my stuff because I don’t remember helping someone out at times of their need. I wish I found at least one person who would acknowledge me of what I’m going through. I just hope no one has to go through such a thing ever in their life.