Everyone stop asking people to help and this and that, sort your things all by yourself, no one is going to be there for you, soulmate is a myth, people say everything will be alright afyer they will find their soulmate, in relationships also you have to give love you have to talk and do this and that. So be at peace with yourself, you don't have to give yourself anything extra, you can't intentionally hurt yourself. You soul asks for nothing from you. No one No one is there for you forever. Everyone leaves.