I've been feeling like I'm Losing myself lately... I don't know what I want in life, every materialistic desire or stuff. I've been with my boyfriend and I'm so lost what I wanna be or want from him, these expectations and disappointments- this illusion of having someone with you, I'm just escaping to fill the void inside, I know nothing anymore and just doing anything without a thought. Anxious and Depressed - Somedays are better ofc but most days aren't which makes me feel weird, I think I'm having troubling accepting things and moving on with life... I'm giving up on everything little by little. Just waiting for someone to tell me something, Being lost to never be found but getting the urge to be found... dunno wtf!