I can't feel anything, I am unable to enjoy or get hurt with others, every situation is same for me. I am unable to feel songs or others talk, emotion. nothing excit me, I am just moving with the flow watching others, I don't even remember that when I was happy or sad last time, all situations are same for me. In short I can say nothing happens to me. But truly i want to get happy or sad, want some excitement for new things or place, but don't know how to cope with this.