do you have siblings who think the same?

i can relate to your story sm I have the most toxic parents and even wanted to kill myself but couldn't gather the courage to do so...i have some friends who also have strict and super toxic parents...we can't change our parents but just distance ourselves and try not to let their words effect us ik it's not that easy.....i just think of the fact that I will leave them as soon as I pass high school and go to college that thought keeps me going....

me too I once I carried it out too but you guilt didn't let me or maybe I had less courage and I sometimes think too that my parents my whole family is toxic but then they sometime don't understand our problem or sometimes they just don't want to but sometimes you just have to give them time my parents took 2years after I told them about my social anxiety but I can see a bit improvement now try to make some big conversation with them and then slightly add your problems in them like yesterday I was making a big conversation with my dad he's an advocate so I just what was your first case and then he talked about his feelings that he was have gurgling in his stomach and he wanted to flee and he knows a lot of things about anxiety too just he understands me but Still doesn't just start a bit by bit they will understand

as someone who's dealing with same.... I've only two things to say : keep urself to urself. study, work hard and become financially independent and get out from ur house. - if uve something better then lemme know!!

yes and sometimes they say it out loud as i m the youngest i m staying with my parents ryt now so they take my side too. bt v are frm a family where expressing too much is weird. my sister told my parents tht the way they act is not ryt sometimes. so my whole family of elders stopped acting toxic in frnt of her as she is well independent and married and earn very well so they dnt say much infrnt of her bt she is not around they strts doing same shit. i know maybe they are like tht cz their parents treated thm the samr when they were young without even knowing. but somebody gotta break the cycle

financially stability is the only way.

guys whoever commented here.. thankuu all. thanku so much.. it felt nice to be heard. i have this thing tht i don't express myself infrnt of anyone cz i have been taken advantage of in the past cs i was too expressive. and here nobdy can knw who i m make my insecure head to take a rest and express whtevr i m feeling

thankuu all i cant thank enough u guys🥺

anytime @lotter, feel fee to share anything u want..