Overthinking

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these are the thoughts comes in my mind for my ex boyfriend - Bk I wish you had some knowledge of psychology/mental health so that you'll know that it's not a drama of MENTAL HEALTH as you mentioned  fir tum mentally bimar ho gayi do you really think so ? That I'm faking it do you even know how much stress I had been through how many panic/anxiety attacks were there how awful I felt at that time still I'm not able to sleep normally I need that weightless  song to sleep so that I won't overthinking about my life situations i wish you ever tried to understand me I think there was no fault of yours  because you were like this only from the starting that was me who kept fighting for us, kept making efforts, kept begging you and the moment I stopped caring about this all ends and this is how we are now don't have anything to talk and still I think you wanna tag me with your name so that you won't lose me but how can I tell you bk you already lost me the day you left me in pieces

adoringFish2 · Answer

💯 exactly, I can relate. my partner also left me, and when I started showing the same signs as your, it pushed my partner away. they think like what I'm gonna do with these cry baby.

adoringFish2 · Answer

I'm not a cry baby, I had the most sunshine ever, after meeting with you, my sunshine went on another level. but when you went away, you not only took what was yours but you took also mine. it was completely attached to you.

adoringFish2 · Answer

I darkness I'm living in is not my own fault, you're also somewhere responsible for that, giving me the glow and taking at most critical moment in my life.

Shwetanegi · Answer

yes sure

Shwetanegi · Answer

and thank you @adoringfish2 and grumpanda2 for supporting 😔😊

adoringFish2 · Answer

I've been in the same situation, I know it's the time when we need support.

Shwetanegi · Answer

it's been 2-3 weeks since we broke up but you somehow we had this hope that they'll understand stand but in reality this doesn't happen. so my mantra is nothing is permanent and forever is a myth 🤞🏻

adoringFish2 · Answer

let me know, if you found your way out of it. it will be helpful

adoringFish2 · Answer

nothing is permanent is true. but I'm not able to decide , should i move on or not give up just yet.

Shwetanegi · Answer

exactly I'm feeling the same like should my mind says you should move on but then my heart says what if he changed what if he'll care about me.

adoringFish2 · Answer

same yarr

Shwetanegi · Answer

ya grumpypanda2 i got you but I want to be anonymous I'll not be able to connect on other platforms that's why I'm here to be anonymous

adoringFish2 · Answer

bhai idhar rakh na tu shoulder, itna dur nahi mera kandha

adoringFish2 · Answer

tujhe help karni toh bata mujhe, kaise Nipte situation se.

Shwetanegi · Answer

adoringfish2 thanks 😊😅

adoringFish2 · Answer

see you can laugh, I can also make jokes. I think, we are much better even without our partners. still we're are seeking happiness these days. right?

Shwetanegi · Answer

ya right

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I am suffering from ocd