It's a good thing that you've already taken the first step to it! It would be tough to gain their trust immediately, so you could eventually gain it by spending time and being more open to them! You can also express your feelings towards it when you think the time is right
eagerOcelot9
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But they Don't want to see me ever again. They call me a mistake. They regret the time spend with me
123Anna_Beth123
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You should give them some time then, there might have been a recent fight
123Anna_Beth123
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Despite anything, I believe that they will get to eventually appreciate you, it's never too late to change
eagerOcelot9
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Bt he made it clear that u should change but i don't wanna see change in you. If you wanna change for your parents, Cause you're definitely not a daughter of their dreams
123Anna_Beth123
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I'm not saying to change for them, you need to forgive yourself and change yourself as a person. You shouldn't think bad of yourself just because your parents say this to you. In this case, I would recommend talking things out or giving them space (Please note that I'm not am expert)
123Anna_Beth123
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Also, even if you do change you don't realise it because it's you
eagerOcelot9
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I tried talking but that ain't helping 😕 I'm thinking of giving them some space but I can't am so dependent on them that i can't distance myself from them
123Anna_Beth123
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I can understand that, don't distance yourself from them, instead try to do some simple things such as taking care of yourself. Your parents seem to be pretty mad at you so it's best to have some me time too, you could Benifit by calming down as well
123Anna_Beth123
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By giving space I did not mean to leave the house, just stay in another room or so if possible
eagerOcelot9
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I want to have a me time. Bt if am being honest i don't enjoy my company anymore. If am alone I think of all the cruelties that I had done even I sleep less than 2 hrs these days. I'm overthinking like anything 😕
123Anna_Beth123
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Do you have any hobbies you can enjoy? Try something new! Maybe some art, or a good book
eagerOcelot9
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I'm a working lady and I have office hours from 9 to 5. But i Don't feel like going anymore. I just wanna lie on my bed still
123Anna_Beth123
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Try to do something new in such a way that it distracts you from your thoughts. Exercise or a walk outside helps a lot too
123Anna_Beth123
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If it helps, you could also try talking to some good people that you know who will listen to you such as a close friend, if not then try to talk to them sometime?
