what's your age? and what was your job?

I'm 23 and i worked as a data entry operator for a mutual fund related company

23 is young age with maximum possibility. where you based?

a small town in India called Bhuj

what things in last year's which were unpleasant

i mean probably too many to count but let's see i, 1.my parents seperated and my dad wrote me out of his will and because i chose to live with my maternal grandparents who raised me 2. i got engaged but it fell apart over some minor thing 3. my grandmother has lukemia now 4. I'm gained a few pounds due to excessive sitting in my last job 5. i was often the butt of the joke in the office but couldn't do much because everyone was older than me and kept giving me advice about things they Clearly didn't know what was i going through and got in a fight with a long time frenemy 6. i got blamed for the engagement beig called of even tho i was clearly the victim and many more but they are the ones that immediately come to mind

that's too much for a man to handle. R u kind of short tempered guy?

not gonna lie i am now

you are just 23 but situation made you mature. i really respect for that. i think you need to procrastinate yourself always.

nowadays everything tease, remark, or just a friendly jab feels like a personal attack and just makes me wanna go nuts

i try my best to control myself not to lash out on people for small things but up until all I've done was bear and put on a fake smile to make people around me happy always trying to be kind and not to bother anyone unless absolutely necessary but now i feel like a selfish person for doing things i like but still wanna do it i feel like I've gone bitter

mail me if you anytime reach Delhi.

oh okay what is your mail address

humphie2@gmail.com

done

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yeah i often try my best not to let be driven by stress but every then and now it gets to me like i was fine a few Days ago but then small misshaps started to happen and here i am