I have issues with bpd which is also known as borderline personality disorder. It's so hard to maintain friendships. And I end up losing people or I abandon them. And I just have a few of them left. Idk I feel so insecure to have less friends and I feel people are going to judge me. I want to make new friends but idk how. I'm an introvert and I actually don't need lots. But idk why I feel so pressurised about this topic and it's keep conflicting in my head.