hi i think im bipolar or im just probly depressed. im not as happy and goofy anymore. when i was happy and goofy ppl couldnt stand me and i also lot friends. so i wanted to fit in, i didnt want to be all goofy cringy and slow (in thinking) i wanted to be cool and smart. but when i turned cool and smart all my happiness was lost. and now the same friends that called me cringey, goofy, slow and annoying say they want back the old meπ€¦ββοΈπ€¦ββοΈπ€¦ββοΈ i also want back the old me but i cant. i also have no friends. i am naturally quiet so ppl wouldnt talk to me. and im rlly rlly insecure abt like everything.