Don’t think negatively as your life is precious and worth cherishing. Try taking baby steps by greeting people
This kinda feeling never happened with me and I can't really sort it out please help me
I started by greeting my own classmates everyday and when I did that the conversation slowly moved forward. That was my first step, may be you can do so by saying hi or complimenting them
I feel sorry for the situation you are in..Its common among ppl to feel social anxiety..Try making friends among same gender at first, its totally okie when you feel awkward when talking to them at first..its the same feeling theyl be going through too...when times go by evrythng will come to norml...you are not alone in this..May Allah bless you with peace.Ameen
You know when I try to say hi or talk to them they don't even see my face whole day how can I start?
Why would they do that?
Idk and this happens whole day. Everyone keep on doing that in my whole classroom I feel so lonely and I cry when I'm home
I am sure it must be really difficult for you.
Do you think if there any one or two people in the clAss who you can approach
Yes there are few
Hey, just hang on there.. first one should always know is nothing is permanent, even your feeling that you are going through right now.. and secondly life is very beautiful even it's not been fair to you at the moment..so forget about commiting a suicide.. it's a sin.. come back to me.. after reading this..I am available to help you
I almost had a same problem as yours.. during my school days.. don't know what was that inside of me.. still can't figure out till today..but now I have attained a solitude.. proud to say nothing else matters.. only my family matters.. and am quite happy with my life now.. it's all because of my inclination towards spiritual practices..read such books.. practice yoga pranayam meditation