my distant friends whom i talked on phone were really good to me but since last 2 weeks 2 of my friends have cut contact with me suddenly and both are enjoying posh restaurant foods and life in different cities. what happened to them am i did something wrong or spoke something wrong.i dont think so this severely affected me as i am facing mental illness and a wake up at 4: am and thought starts winding up...feels bad. I take natural herbs at 4 am and sleep for a while. like i have a few friends and then they do this ... while some friends are in contact but on phone not physically.....