People around me doesn't care about me. They think I'm always happy. Because of that i can't tell my problems to them . They never take my problems seriously. Most of my friends call me when they need something from me. I have too much in my heart and mind. They never ask me if I'm ok or not. I once told my close friend about me having depression. But they did not take it seriously and they told me i have everything, i don't have any reason to be depressed, I'm faking and i just seek attention. I feel lonely and hopeless. Sometimes i wonder why I'm even alive. I want to die but i can't. I don't know what to do