So O decided to change my family situation and that is through education. So I stopped talking with my school crush and cut all my enjoyments towards my goal.I didn't get the marks I wanted in but by God's grace I had fee concession study in my intermediate. There I was very reserved and didn't make any friends. After that I got seat in eamcet which has the branch I wanted. But I took other clg with branch which I m not interested at all. But my brother didn't tell me, I meant right direction. There I joined the clg. I used to think what people think if I do this and that. Whether my friends behave differently if I talk with girls So I stopped talking to them. Even though I wanted and later everyday my mother used to call me to comeback home otherwise someone will harm me. I didn't even play cricket which I love as I thought it will decrease my attention towards studies. Meanwhile as I didn't talk with them my cousins and relatives started thinking that I m arrogant . To be continued