so there's this guy who s the closest person in my life. it started with friendship. we started becoming close he always used to say we cannot marry due to some restrictions in his family but still we became close and now I feel like I cannot live without him or marry some other guy. but he is very clear that he is not gonna marry me. I was in a hope one day he will change and take a risk nd ask to marry me but he didnt. we are so close he loves me alot but still he says that he can't marry me bcs of family. I'm stuck here. I couldn't move on bcs it feels so heavy and I get anxiety just for the thought of leaving him. I cannot force him to marry me. I don't know what to do.. my parents are forcing me to get married. I dnt want to ruin someone's life by marrying bcs I cannot get over of him. this is pushing me to the edge and I'm having the worst time.