I lost my dad for covid an year ago. Due to emotional breakdown I got into a relationship. After few months when marriage talks started. Our family came to know that he was a divorcee. After that it became very depressed but my family pressurize me to get into arrange marriage as that's my dad's wish . I am getting arrange marriage anxiety but my family is not understanding this. I feel like a third wheel in this family and a burden to all. Someone who was a friend for 3 yrs cheated me by hiding his divorce. How can I trust another new one for arrange marriage. Now I just miss my dad. Feeling he went for some trip and will be back home soon to sort out all my problems.